I can’t explain why?

So I have not posted since March as I have been keeping myself occupied with life. We had the 'what the fuck meeting' with the doctors who confirmed if i wanted to try again medically they would be supportive. Which I interpret to be if you want to throw another £10k at us we will … Continue reading I can’t explain why?

So now what?

I am lying on a sun lounge in Mauritius staring out at the ocean. It is beautiful but l feel sad and empty. We picked Mauritius as it is Zika free and I should have been 4 months pregnant instead of 2 months post miscarriage. So we had the talk, the 'so now what talk', … Continue reading So now what?